Forever -Letocest-

Shannon opened his eyes as he heard Jared cross the3 room, forcing himself not to start shaking. He wiped his eyes and held his breath, not wanting anoher beating.

Jared crawled under the duvet and started to cry, he thought his brother must ahave been downstairs orin the bathroom wich meant he had anywhere from three inutes to three hours, he cried and breathed in the mell of his brother, He wished they were both mall again and didn't know anythng about sex or anything like that. He wished it with all his herat and for a moment he felt like he was four again and his brother was going to play twister with him, but when he peeked through the rack in his eye but he was in the same room with the same life and he wanted to kiss-kick, KICK his brother, what the hell did I just think? he thought.

Shannon crawled from unde his bed and acros to jared "J-Jay?" he whispered, taking in the sobbing form before him. Without thinking he sat next o him and cradled the younger boy, much like he had when they were younger "Shh, shh it'll be okay"

Despite all the memories of his brother rapig him, he curled up and rapped his arms aroug his brother and sobbe into his chest. "I waant a normal life," he wept.

Shannon held him close, rocking him slightly "I know, I know" he whipered, understanding completely. He cradled him slightly and eventually sang him to sleep, curling next to hi as sleep oivertook him too.

In the morning Jared woke up an looke up t his brother, h was so omfartable with him it was almost creepy, he suggle in closer and sighe contetely.

Shannon awoke slightly and breated in, smiling slightly when he opened one eye to see Jared curled next to him. He played with a strand of Jareds hair, still with a small smile. He wished this could be how things were all the time, where they were brothers and friends, even if Jared didn't love him. He pushed that sad tought away and ruffled Jareds hair "Mornin' sleepyhead"

"Mmmmm...." mumbled Jared He reache up and kissed Shanon on the cheek and snuggled in closer as he felt Shannon contrct in fear, understandable, thought Jared, I normally kiss then beat hijm up, he let his arms wrap aroud his brother

Sannon had panicked for a moment, scared Jared would beat him for sleeping next to him, but when the younger wraped his arm around him he started to relax, managing a small smile. He kised the top of his ead nervously and hugged h back "S-Sleep well?" he stammered

"Okay," sai Jare and nuzzled innto his brother's chest like he was ffive again, "you?" he asked sleepily stiffling a yawn.

Shannon managed an actual smile this time, nuzzling his brothers hair "Alright" he answered, hugging him slightly. He didn't even suggest getting up. it was thursday and they had school, but he didn;t want to leave the comfort and happiness of lying in bed with Jard for being beaten up and then coming home to be abused.

"We should get up," said Jared sittig up, seeing Shannon's dissapointe face he sai, "I need a shower, but I ca never reach this bit on my ack, woul you help me?" he said mischeviouslly. An he walked to the bthroom leavig Shannon to decide

Shannon chewed his lip uncertanly. He wanted to leap at the chance, truly believe Jared was starting to want him back... But then, he could also feel the pain in his ass from where Jared had fucked him, could still feel every bruise inflited on his by his brother. So, reluctantly, he decided not to risk it. Instead, he curled up and breathed in the scent of the spot Jared had been lying in.

Jare ha his shower and came out naked and dripping wt with a towel just covering his crotch, "You need a shower?" he sai gesturing to the now empty bathroom, dripping oto the carpet in a little puddle.

Shannon sat up and pulled his knees up to his chest, shaking his head mutely. He couldn;t hel but glance over Jareds mostly naked body, having to puch away how uch he'd like to kiss and touch him..

Jared rolled ontop of Shanon dripping onto him slightly, he straddled him and lowered his hea to his brother's an kisse him softly. He slipped his tounge into shannon's mouth and wrapped his arms aroun him.

Shannon moaned and pulled him closer, tangling his hand in Jareds soaking hair. He wound his tongue with his brothers and moaned, his dick pressing hard against his jeans.

Jared moaned and grinded himself against his brother feelig the bulg growing there. He felt Shanon's fingers in his hair and responed by rollig oer so Shannon was o top and wrapped his arms round his brothers neck.

Shannon maoned, kissing him ahrd and ulling at his hair.

Jared slipped his hand down Shanon's pants brushing the bulge uerneath.

SHannon moaned and pressed against him. "I love you" he whispered, kissing him hard.

Jare stoppe rubbing Shannon's lenght and broke the kiss, looke into his eyes an stammered, "I, umm. School." An whipped his clothes on in record time an fle the room, heart hammering.

Shannons heart sank as Jared left, knowing he'd screwed up. He pulled on his own uclothes at a much slower ace, not looking forward to the beatinsg school would earnhim. He grabbed his bag and left the house, taking the longest route possible but still eventually arriving at hi english class "Sorry I'm late" he mumbld.

Jared ran to school and bumed into his friends, "Hey," he said and sat down on th bench and took a swig of booze from his friends bottle.

Kale laughed "low down there! That's gota last all day buddy" he grinned, punching jared gently on the arm "Besides, Corin brought his bike chain down, we're gonn fuck a certin someone up after school if you wanna join in"